0ff3nd ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ "I must travel again and search for comfort, I must search again for the voice of affection"



I LOVE YOU CAMILLE


June 23, 2008 10:21 a.m

EXAMS are done and the school year is finally over. Summer has arrived and now I only have to wait five more days until Camille comes. It's scary how fast the year went by. I remember this time of the year last year, it was roughly around exam time and I was at the library writing a blog very similar to this one. I remember I was writing about my anticipation for the summer, I was going to spend 90 days in Europe and I was going to see Camille. Now, it's the other way around, but I am just as excited to see him again. I am done my second year of high school, I am happy about that but at the same time I feel sad. I feel as though this year I was beginning to lose a lot of my close friends from elementary. And it frightens me to think that maybe next year, since we get to pick our own courses, I might lose them completely due to the fact that we rarely see each other. I am hoping also that this summer I can catch-up with whatever I might have missed from their lives. I wish we can bond again just like we used to. I am also hoping that Camille and I can bond and spend lots of time together ^__^

+Edit: I love it when people are so ignorant. XD Saying I can't support Spain because apparently I am "chinese" , funny how dumb people can be. Since when did I become chinese? Heh. XD

June 24, 2008 11:29 a.m

My eye sight is unusually blurry today, is that bad? And I still have to tell my mom that I lost my glasses XD
I really do not want to because she expected me to lose them when she bought them for me. But she trusted that I would not, so she bought exspensive ones. If I tell her I lost my glasses I am allowing her to believe that I am in fact the kind of person she thinks I am. It's quite ridiculous how my mind works sometimes, but it makes complete sense, no? I really have nothing planned for today, I guess I'll help my mom clean around the house. Tomorrow I am going to my sister's elementary school graduation in the evening...super.
I'm going to stop writing now because I am lazy.

June 29, 2008 10:52 a.m

O_O
Camille is arriving today at noon.
It is nearly 11 and I am quite nervous but excited. I think he's still in the airplane right now. :)
I have no idea what to exspect of the coming day...or month, but I hope and pray that everything will be alright.
My plan is, hopefully if Camille is not too tired from the plane ride, that we can go and see Wall-E at the movies at around 4:45. I have to get ready soon though, I still have to take my shower and change. I'm quite nervous.
I'm going to take pictures (hopefully of Camille too) hehe. Wow. I need coffee.

p.s - I update whenever I don't feel too lazy...O_O
p.s.s - It is true that I have been lazy (or busy) for the past 5 days. I plan to write a little everyday though.

+Edit: [7:50 p.m] I waited an hour at the airport for Camille to come out. I waited in front of the arrival place, and I was so nervous that I felt like I could shit myself, litteraly. My stomach was twisted so much that....well, I'm not going to get into the nasty details of how I felt. Anyway, everytime the door opened my stomach would tighten, when it wasn't Camille coming out, my stomach would losen and so on and so forth for an hour. Surprisingly, he suprised me and I didn't see him coming. When he arrived at my house, I showed him around. We ate dinner with the family (which for me was awkward as hell) and then later at 4 we went to see the movie, Wall-E. It was a cute movie, and I liked the moral at the end. At this moment he is sleeping in the room next door (we're in the basement). Tomorrow, my parents want to bring him to Niagara Falls. I'm actually exhausted now and I should go to sleep, but I wanted to force myself to write this. :) G'night.

July 3, 2008 12:23 a.m

Finally. I haven't updated in a while, eh? Anyway, on Monday we went to Niagara Falls, but you already know that. We also went to Buffalo in the U.S for a while, but it was incredibly sketchy looking and I didn't like it at all.
On Tuesday we basically stayed home, and I brought Camille to a park. I don't even remember what we did Wednesday....oh yeah, we stayed home, watched Dawn of the Dead and went out to eat dinner with Mindy and Kenny. Today we're probably going to go to the gym and later watch Land of the Dead and chill again.
Bleh, I'll update later. I guess I'm going to have to force myself.

July 4, 2008 9:36 a.m

Uhhhhg. Okay. So I woke up early today? Yesterday, Camille and I went to this community center - I don't remember the name but that's all right - and I tried subcribing him for the gym program, 'tried' being the word emphasized here. See, being me... the way that I always am, this is how the conversation went:

Liana : Oh, hi!! I'm here to sub...subcribe someone to the gym program for a month.
Guy at the desk: Okay *looks like he could care less*
Liana: *takes papers out*
Guy at the desk: There is no one month subcription, there's 3 months.
Liana: Oh...are you sure? I'm sure there's one month.
Guy at the desk: No. *points at my papers* See, there's only 3 months.
Liana: *looks at Camille, then on the sheet which clearly says 3 months, 6 months or 1 year* Oh....are you sure?
Guy: Yeah, look at the board behind me.
Liana: *looks at the board behind the guy, clearly says 3 months, 6 months or 1 year* How much is it for 3 months?
Guy at the desk: The board.
Liana: Oh yeah *looks at the board, 3 months is 95$* Mhmm...are you sure? Okay..well, should I call my mom? I think we're going to come back.

...FAILURE!!

Anyway....I'll update this evening what we did today. I'll tell you in brief though, sometime this morning we're going to go to the gym (oh, I forgot to mention that after I told my mom what happened she quickly fixed the problem..mhmm) and then we're going to go uptown and go to this Carnival that my youth group is having. :)

+Edit: Fuuuuck, I realise there are a lot of grammar mistakes...I'm typing really fast...'cause I'm really lazy....I'm not going to bother to fix them so I'm writing this edit. :)

+Edit: [12:09 p.m] I feel pretty shitty right now. Don't want to talk about it. Just want to state this fact. Fuck life. Fuck msn. Fuck skyblog. Fuck my damn hard floors. Fuck the fucking birds that just won't shut the fuck up. Fuck the plane that's flying over my house and being so fucking loud. Fuck outside. Fuck inside. Fuck the reflection of my fingers typing on the keyboard from the screen. Fuck everything. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck all. Fuck the bee that just flew into my window. Fuck, this is fucking halarious now. Fuck how fucking everything is funny. Fuuuuuuuuucck all the fucking things that's living, breathing or is made up of any fucking atoms. Fuck atoms. Fuck molecules. Just fuck all.

July 5, 2008 9:09 a.m
I woke up early again today and sorry about the long rant yesterday.
We're going to the African Lion Safari today :)
And oh, I also think it's time to post some pictures....soon. XD
[We're going to eat breakfast now]...I'll continue later]

+Edit: [9:09 a.m , July 6th O_O] Haha, we're having breakfast now... XD Yesterday we went to the African Lion Safari, I took loads of pictures that I will upload soon :)
We ended up not going to the gym yesterday because we didn't have enough time, so we're going right after breakfast today and then we're going to meet Nilou (and possibly Jen) to go downtown. I'm recharging my camera because I want to take a lot of pictures. Bleeh. Life is pretty good. I'm going to go now though, shalom!

Holy Crap, I just realised that I wrote today at exacly 9:09 just as yesterday.

July 8, 2008 8:21 a.m

We went to blockbuster yesterday and borrowed some more horror movies. We watched Dog Soldiers XD and took loads to pictures...but they are mostly blurry. Also we spent quite a while on the computer laughing at our own pictures. Downtown on Sunday was super fun with Nilou and I'm really glad we met! Camille is wondering what she thinks about him, because he thought he behaved badly that day. We're thinking about sending the pictures to Justine and his mom. :)
I haven't had ANY time to go on the internet or msn though. I usually only go on just to either play games with Camille, or write something on here or reply to any messages\emails from my friends. I usually don't spend more than 20 minutes for that though(unless we're playing games....then we're on for hours)

July 9, 200811:34 a.m

Yesterday, we went Reptilia the reptile museum. Camille took lots of pictures of his preciouses. UUhhm...after we went to the mall, and chilled. XD
We had bubble tea which Camille PAYED for.
Then we came home and went through all our pictures and edited them (...) and we sent it to Justine.
We also watched half of Constantine and we're going to finish it today and watch Children of Men...

July 14, 2008 10:54 a.m

I realise it has been a while since I've updated...let me recap
Thursday 10: we volunteered at a camp all day.
Friday 11: we volunteered again and went downtown to an art exhibition. Camille lost his camera that day :(
We then went to BlockBuster, borrowed Wrong Turn and Cabin Fever - we watched them both at night. We went to Loblaws and Canadian Tire.
Saturday 12: we went to the gym in the morning, then we took some pictures. Then we went to Promenade Mall with my mom, we ate chinese food and went to a Pet Store. Then we watched Hellboy 2 :)
Today: I still have no idea what we are going to do yet :)
Sunday 13: nothing.

July 16, 2008 10:40 a.m

We did nothing yesterday, except go to Hillcrest for a little and then to the movies to watch Wanted.
I personally did not like the movie.
Niagara Falls, but you already know that. We also went to Buffalo in the U.S for a while, but it was incredibly sketchy looking and I didn't like it at all.
On Tuesday we basically stayed home, and I brought Camille to a park. I don't even remember what we did Wednesday....oh yeah, we stayed home, watched Dawn of the Dead and went out to eat dinner with Mindy and Kenny. Today we're probably going to go to the gym and later watch Land of the Dead and chill again.
Bleh, I'll update later. I guess I'm going to have to force myself.

July 4, 2008 9:36 a.m

Uhhhhg. Okay. So I woke up early today? Yesterday, Camille and I went to this community center - I don't remember the name but that's all right - and I tried subcribing him for the gym program, 'tried' being the word emphasized here. See, being me... the way that I always am, this is how the conversation went:

Liana : Oh, hi!! I'm here to sub...subcribe someone to the gym program for a month.
Guy at the desk: Okay *looks like he could care less*
Liana: *takes papers out*
Guy at the desk: There is no one month subcription, there's 3 months.
Liana: Oh...are you sure? I'm sure there's one month.
Guy at the desk: No. *points at my papers* See, there's only 3 months.
Liana: *looks at Camille, then on the sheet which clearly says 3 months, 6 months or 1 year* Oh....are you sure?
Guy: Yeah, look at the board behind me.
Liana: *looks at the board behind the guy, clearly says 3 months, 6 months or 1 year* How much is it for 3 months?
Guy at the desk: The board.
Liana: Oh yeah *looks at the board, 3 months is 95$* Mhmm...are you sure? Okay..well, should I call my mom? I think we're going to come back.

...FAILURE!!

Anyway....I'll update this evening what we did today. I'll tell you in brief though, sometime this morning we're going to go to the gym (oh, I forgot to mention that after I told my mom what happened she quickly fixed the problem..mhmm) and then we're going to go uptown and go to this Carnival that my youth group is having. :)

+Edit: Fuuuuck, I realise there are a lot of grammar mistakes...I'm typing really fast...'cause I'm really lazy....I'm not going to bother to fix them so I'm writing this edit. :)

+Edit: [12:09 p.m] I feel pretty shitty right now. Don't want to talk about it. Just want to state this fact. Fuck life. Fuck msn. Fuck skyblog. Fuck my damn hard floors. Fuck the fucking birds that just won't shut the fuck up. Fuck the plane that's flying over my house and being so fucking loud. Fuck outside. Fuck inside. Fuck the reflection of my fingers typing on the keyboard from the screen. Fuck everything. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck all. Fuck the bee that just flew into my window. Fuck, this is fucking halarious now. Fuck how fucking everything is funny. Fuuuuuuuuucck all the fucking things that's living, breathing or is made up of any fucking atoms. Fuck atoms. Fuck molecules. Just fuck all.

July 5, 2008 9:09 a.m
I woke up early again today and sorry about the long rant yesterday.
We're going to the African Lion Safari today :)
And oh, I also think it's time to post some pictures....soon. XD
[We're going to eat breakfast now]...I'll continue later]

+Edit: [9:09 a.m , July 6th O_O] Haha, we're having breakfast now... XD Yesterday we went to the African Lion Safari, I took loads of pictures that I will upload soon :)
We ended up not going to the gym yesterday because we didn't have enough time, so we're going right after breakfast today and then we're going to meet Nilou (and possibly Jen) to go downtown. I'm recharging my camera because I want to take a lot of pictures. Bleeh. Life is pretty good. I'm going to go now though, shalom!

Holy Crap, I just realised that I wrote today at exacly 9:09 just as yesterday.

July 8, 2008 8:21 a.m

We went to blockbuster yesterday and borrowed some more horror movies. We watched Dog Soldiers XD and took loads to pictures...but they are mostly blurry. Also we spent quite a while on the computer laughing at our own pictures. Downtown on Sunday was super fun with Nilou and I'm really glad we met! Camille is wondering what she thinks about him, because he thought he behaved badly that day. We're thinking about sending the pictures to Justine and his mom. :)
I haven't had ANY time to go on the internet or msn though. I usually only go on just to either play games with Camille, or write something on here or reply to any messages\emails from my friends. I usually don't spend more than 20 minutes for that though(unless we're playing games....then we're on for hours)

July 9, 200811:34 a.m

Yesterday, we went Reptilia the reptile museum. Camille took lots of pictures of his preciouses. UUhhm...after we went to the mall, and chilled. XD
We had bubble tea which Camille PAYED for.
Then we came home and went through all our pictures and edited them (...) and we sent it to Justine.
We also watched half of Constantine and we're going to finish it today and watch Children of Men...

July 14, 2008 10:54 a.m

I realise it has been a while since I've updated...let me recap
Thursday 10: we volunteered at a camp all day.
Friday 11: we volunteered again and went downtown to an art exhibition. Camille lost his camera that day :(
We then went to BlockBuster, borrowed Wrong Turn and Cabin Fever - we watched them both at night. We went to Loblaws and Canadian Tire.
Saturday 12: we went to the gym in the morning, then we took some pictures. Then we went to Promenade Mall with my mom, we ate chinese food and went to a Pet Store. Then we watched Hellboy 2 :)
Today: I still have no idea what we are going to do yet :)
Sunday 13: nothing.

July 16, 2008 10:40 a.m

We did nothing yesterday, except go to Hillcrest for a little and then to the movies to watch Wanted.
I personally did not like the movie.

July 19, 2008 10:35 a.m

Thursday 17 : Volunteered all day and went to Medieval Times which was cool
Friday 18: went to Canada's Wonderland again, ate Funnel Cake (I still feel sick from that)
Saturday 19: No idea what we're going to do today :) ...hopefully tomorrow we will go to the reptile museum :)

# Posté le dimanche 22 juin 2008 14:32

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Opeth Concert with 3 and DeathMarch

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# Posté le lundi 23 juin 2008 05:43

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Dinocorn : a unique Mototomo masterpiece drawn in Careers Class

Dinocorn : a unique Mototomo masterpiece drawn in Careers Class

# Posté le lundi 23 juin 2008 06:40

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good old times (:

good old times (:

# Posté le lundi 23 juin 2008 07:13

Camille by Liana I LOVE YOU CAMILLE

Camille by Liana  I LOVE YOU CAMILLE
Mhmm, what can I say about this man in my life?
He is the most beautiful human being ever created, inside and out, completely perfect in every way.
He is the milk in my coffee, the soil for my garden, he is the socket for my electrical things...but to the point, without him I do not know what I will become. He brings out the best in me (sometimes the worst of me..but even through that I realise what I need to change in me), he makes me laugh and smile, he listens to me and cares for me. I cannot really describe how much he means to me, but I know that without him a part of me will be lost as well.


I LOVE YOU CAMILLE


# Posté le mercredi 09 juillet 2008 00:11

Modifié le mercredi 06 août 2008 23:22